A Project Beyond My Control, In The Hands Of God

So as most you know we are under construction and creating the studio of our dreams. So many life lessons to be learned in building a space of your own, so many questions come to the surface, you really have to get clear on what it is that you want to offer and how it is that you want to serve. I have learned so much in this process, the building of this space, is the vision of not just mine, not just mine and Kanani's, not even just our vision accompanied by the vision of the people directly involved, but something much bigger.

It becomes evident with every conversation, that this is the product of the community that already exists and is waiting for us, a product of what the Universe has in store for all of us collectively. Because our intention is to serve the highest purpose of yoga, the highest has a direct hand in each and every step of the way. There is support and love so deep that it amazes me with each passing day and makes this whole process magical at the least.

Of course a construction project is a construction project as we all know...forever changing views, requests, estimates, time schedules, all the tangible evidence of construction. There is plenty of opportunity for stress and conflict, and it does take work to keep the vision clear. But I am amazed at how I've been able to watch this process unfold without feeling the incredible amount of stress and frustration that would seem to go hand in hand with this type of project. I have been contemplating this studio, this vision, this project and all it's magic every day for over three months now.

It is clear to me that the Universe is at play, and the studio that is meant to be, is unfolding and becoming everyday. Sometimes it almost feels like it's out of my own hands, and a Grand Play for me to sit back and watch with eyes of wonder. Yes we are making huge decisions, having practical business like conversations, engaging in contracts and agreements of the real world, but there is something other worldly about this particular project. I liken it to the creation of my family, my children, who just showed up when they were to be, as they were to be, the creation of Loka Studios has expanded my family and has added so much more to all of us, already without even officially opening the doors.

I can hardly do this Grace filled experience justice with words, but just as a building unfolds and a studio and student body collectively continues to come together and create itself, I suspect so will my posts and words on the subject. Somehow my meaning will come across, because somehow this project continues to come together in tangible ways that I can describe only as miraculously.

I am often asked how it is that I am able to do this, why do I not fret, why do I not fear, why do I not plan for the worst. My answer goes something like this, I do not fear, because there is nothing to fear, I do not fret because I am grateful and I do not plan for the worst because the best is exactly what's going to happen. And how can I do this? Well, I can do this because I am not doing this alone, not by any definition of the word. I am astounded by the support of people, of Grace, of the Universe. It is amazing to be in the flow of this creation of community, to be so in sync with a partner on a level where conversation seems like a dejavu, because everything that comes up, is something that has already been discussed and confirmed out in space somewhere and the actual conversation is just a confirmation of something we already both somehow know.

I hope my words convey at least a little bit of the magic of my experience. I learned how to open to Grace, how to flow with what is, and I am now learning how powerful that truly is; it's almost as if, that is all one really has to do and then everything else falls into place, the motivation to move comes without asking and the decisions make themselves. There is nothing to fret, nothing to fear and nothing to hold one back from living the life of true dharma. I would usually expect to be thinking something like, "I wish I knew this 30 years ago," but I don't I'm just glad I know this now, that I am here and that this beautiful creation is a direct reflection of my intentions and my truest self. I am not hopeful, I am already grateful for we have already achieved our success, we are now just putting actions behind the dreams we have laid at the hands of the Universe.

I am grateful to all of you I know who are reading this now, who will read this in the future, who already knew this before the words were spoken, and for every little step of the way, which I now know started before I was even aware that the path was being carved out. What I am contemplating now, is when did this begin, I have a feeling it began before I can comprehend. What a Trip!?!

Towing the Line

Contemplations on Life and tomorrows theme...I don't know why the phrase towing the line comes to mind when I think of my recent experience of coming back to center, finding my physical and meta-physical mid-line. I recently did a few training one in Austin with my teacher Christina Sell and Amy Ipololliti and then an online teacher training course with Amy this month. When I learned that John Friend would be in Miami on his Dancing with the Divine Tour, teaching Therapeutics and advance intensives, I started to scramble for how am I going to get there, I gotta go.

Don't get me wrong being in Miami right now would be nice did I mention KD is there too? Anyways, when I stopped looking at the outside world, the "reality" of time and space and I looked inside, I realized that for ME, right now, my work is here in Texas towing the line as Mom, Teacher and Student. is the boundaries from which I can expand best from, at least for now.

I have plenty of work to do here in Texas, a local training in Fletcher Floorwork this past weekend, a long weekend in California for Mom's birthday in March and maybe a repeat of immersion weekend one in Austin with Christina, just for fun. There are plenty of other times and places for me to get John's teachings this year, there is no rush, and when I look to my center the boundaries for my personal expansion as teacher and student become clear and the scrambling and stress just falls away. The mid-line a wonderful place to find and re-find time and time again.

When we know our center, we know our boundaries, we can then expand our practice in the highest way by being true to our selves, which lends itself to our highest calling of service. Towing the line for the kids, the students, and the dogs who need homes.

This is posted as a discussion on my public profile, mostly because I wanted to see what a discussion looked was :)

New Years Day Mala Full Mala and Half Mala!

As promised for those of you who missed training sessions, here is what we talked about and practiced over the last two Sundays. I passed out two handouts, one from Sara and one from me, we ran out of Sara's handouts so be sure to pick her's up when she leads the training session this Sunday, if you can't make it I'm sure she will be happy to email it to you.

For the Half Mala here is how it's going to work. I asked everyone to bring with them 54 beads, rocks, or anything of that sort with them to class (I'll bring some fish rocks if anyone forgets) we are going to use two cups by the sides of our mats, every time we return to Uttanasana (forward fold after completing a single Sun A) we will grab a rock or whatever you have chosen and place it the other cup. I asked everyone to do some journal work so we can dedicated each set of 10 in celebration of what we have discovered in our journals, please bring your journal and or paper(s) with you on the big day. No one will be asked to share anything they don't want to share. I will cue the class but everyone will be free to move on their own breath pattern, no one will be made to stop if they are really in the rhythm, likewise everyone will take balasana (child's pose) or any other resting pose whenever they need it.

Everyone will also be able to keep going once there cup if full if they choose too and we will cheer them on as they do so, if it's just one person I will join them. Whoever chooses to go on will simply do the same thing and refill their first cup up and do as many as they feel is right for their own bodies. Our practice will be a celebration in every sense of the word and we will support each other all the way.

I will be playing call and response music and we will get into our groove together with call and response (don't worry I'll make it easy for you to let go and enjoy it, we will sit with our eyes closed if your inspired to do more than go with it, it's super fun) my guess is that the full mala group will be inspired to come join us for call and response party before Savasana. If you play an instrument and want to bring it please do, I will bring a few drums if anyone is inspired to play they will be there for you. You'll find that if you sing from the heart it doesn't matter what you sound like, and I so do not have the gift of singing but I will put my heart out there and lead you in this beautiful experience, I promise you will love it!)

Below is the what the training sessions incorporated as well as the questions I asked everyone to take the time to write out on a piece of paper or in a journal.

Questions to write a response to be honest, be positive, be brave. Try for at least 5 answers but don't force yourself to a place that is less than honest.

1. What did you accomplish in any realm of the world in 2010 that you feel really good about?

2. How has your practiced grown or changed in 2010?
(remember your practice is not limited to the time you spent on your mat in asana practice)

3. What is really GREAT about you your truest self?
(be courageous believe in your own greatness just as you believe and see it in others and use positive sentences, so it's not I'm trying to be... or I'm sort of...., it's I AM KIND, I AM COMPASSIONATE, etc)

4. How do you want to grow your practice on and off your mat in 2011?
(here is where your going to want to start making resolutions, instead I encourage you to set intentions in a positive sense) Example: It's not I want to quit eating junk food, it's I want to make more healthy choices in my diet. It's not I want to quit smoking, but I want to be a non-smoker. Those are just two examples of what tend to be the two biggest new years resolutions made)

5. How can this community at TRY and in this room support you in your growth in 2011, and in turn how can you support your friends on the mat next to you?
(this i will encourage you to share with us, but will not put anyone on the spot, so I won't go around the room pointing fingers, I'll just ask everyone who wants to share to do so, and I will happily go first)

6. What is your pose for 2011?
This can be is simple as understanding and practicing Ujjai breath, entering Savasana in a different way, understanding a certain pose and the work it takes to go into it and/or out of it, or doing the work to achieve a pose you don't feel like you have mastered but you really want, it may also be holding a pose you already have but want to be able hold for longer.

Of course this is all optional, but we will be using the 6 questions above as our focus for each set of 10 sun salutations.


Training Sessions for the last two Sundays Went as followed

1. Surnamaskar A (obviously) first set of five just to warm up and for me to observe.

2. Next set of 10 in front of the mirror, so we could observe chattarunga and Bhujangasana (cobra pose) and learn to move the arm bones back, some also practiced up-dog and we focused on keeping the lumbar safe and moving the arm bones back and of course bending from the place on our spines that is most resistant to bending, right behind the breast bone.

3. We then practiced Dolphin pose to build strength of the back forearms to the ground, melt of the heart walking in as far as we could without losing the melt, remember the melting of the heart is the stability of pulling the shoulder blades together.

4. Another set of 5 Sun A's now we were at 20 down.

5. From there we took that to Pincha Mayurasana (forearm balance) some practiced the prep work (side body long, melt of the heart, walking in as far as we could without loosing the melt. Some kicked up and some just did the prep work, they are both incredibly strong work for the back and the prep work is just as good for you as far as building strength goes as kicking up to the pose (for everyone that was there, that was obvious :)

6. We then did another set of 5 Sun A's facing the mirror and then finished with another set of 5 without the mirror.

7. We then did chattarunga pushups on the knees just to hit the marks and finished with another set of 5 Sun Salutations for a total of 35 but with a lot of longer holds than usual and the other strong work in the back in between.

8. A few chose to work their backs and rotater cuffs on the reformer for just a few minutes after Savasana. To build more strength in those areas.

Thanksgiving Practice 2010

I had the honor of leading a practice this year at Spectrum's Rogers Ranch location. The theme for class was Thankfulness and Giving. It was an open to grace class with a little bit of emphasis on the actions of ME/OE and shoulder loop.

I asked the class to step outside of their comfort zones from the get go and I was lucky to have such a class full of willing spirits even though what I was asking for is deeply challenging and can often feel very uncomfortable.

I introduced the class by reminding everyone that even though we tend to think of thanksgiving as a time to reflect on the people and the love of others that the practice of yoga is and has always been about the self and that that would be the place we would start from. I asked everyone to partner up and go sit together and face each other sitting on one of the partners mats. I then asked them to share with each other 5 heart qualities that were Great about themselves. Realizing that this was very difficult for people to do, I started and spoke out load to the entire class. Isn't it interesting that you can ask a room full of people anywhere to tell you what they want to change about themselves and they could and would go on and on, but when you are asked to speak about what is really wonderful about yourself things get very difficult and uncomfortable? Here is what I think I said:

1. I am very good at inspiring changing in others.
2. I am a very good mother.
3. I am very caring and do a lot of work in the area of dog rescue.
4. I am a generally happy go lucky, friendly and happy person.
5. I am open minded, open heart-ed and accepting of those around me.

I then asked everyone to introduce themselves, look their partners in the eye and share 5 great things about themselves, and asked the listening partner to only interject when they heard their partner say something less than a fully positive statement. (i.e.....I'm trying to be kind, I'm sort of a good friend, like that) We had an odd number of students so I was lucky enough to have a partner who is nothing short of a pleasure to teach and joy to be around. It was wonderful to hear her find her own voice and tell me the wonderful things about her.

We then returned to our own mats and did my standard 1-8 poses to get the class warm; I also used it as an opportunity to introduce the action of muscle and organic energy as well as inner spiral.

1. Balasana = child's pose
2. AMS = downward facing dog
3. Uttanasana = forward fold
4. Arda Uttanasana to Uttanasan 4x = spinal extension to forward fold
5. Anjeli Mudro = Hands together at heart center
6. Tadasana = Mountain Pose
7. Crescent
8. Suranamaskar A (3x) = Sun Salutations A

We then returned to Tadasana and Anjeli Mudro to reconnect with our breath and call back upon our 5 truest heart based gifts and dedicated the next round of poses to the belief of those gifts, allowing ourselves to know them as the truth.

9. Surnamaksar B (3x) = Sun Salutation B
with Vira 1= Warrior 1, Vira 1 with Shoulder loop, Vira 1 Variation = with shoulder loop
10. Anjaneasana
11. Anjaneasana with shoulder loop
12. Vira 1 to Vira 2 = Warrior 1 & 2
13. Parsvokanasana = Side Angel Lunge
14. Vinyasa to Tadasana

Pause at Angeli Mudro to close eyes, reconnect and call upon 3-5 ways that we give to others on a daily basis as parents, siblings, children of aging parents, friends, in our work, with random acts of kindness, etc. We practiced the next set of standing balance poses as a tribute to the ways we give of ourselves every day.

15. Vrkshasana = Tree Pose
16. Natarajasana = Dancer Pose
17. Guardasana = Eagle Pose

Pause to give thanks for 3-5 gifts that we had been given by others. The gifts of love, parenthood, our own parents and extended families, the gift of a helping hand when we needed it most, etc. We then dedicated the next set of poses to the gifts we had received from others.

18. EXP = Pigeon Prep with Shoulder Loop
19. EXP = Pigeon Prep with heart melt to fold
20. Prone Thigh Stretch

Pause to think of a person or persons that need us to give up our energy in their honor now. A family member, friend, anyone who is struggling in anyway...dealing with illness, injury, personal turmoil, etc. We dedicated our back bends to those people in our lives who needed our energy at this time.

21. Septubandasana = bridge pose with hands interlaced to open shoulders
22. Urdva Danrasana = I've heard it called wheel but that's another pose, full back bend
23. Final Backbend = Either of the above
24. Counter Poses = Returning focus to our own divine gifts
Spine Stretch, Happy Yogi, Hamstring Stretch, Kidney and Sacrum Massage

I then asked the class to return to their partners face each other, look in each others eyes, touch palms, feel, sense and see each others beauty and then tell their friend 5 great things they can see and feel in them. I asked them to speak honestly from the heart and to be open to receiving the praise they were worthy of.

My Partner Elizabeth:
1. Lights up the room with her eyes every time she walks in.
2. Her energy is contagious and inspiring.
3. She treats people with such kindness and compassion that I Know that she is a great mom.
4. She feels deeply and shows her love easily and readily.
5. She is an absolute treasure to have the honor to teach, open heart-ed, excellent studentship.

I hope I conveyed all of that to her as much as I believe it to be true!

25. Savasana
26. Closing Blessing - may you find ways to give thanks for your own gifts so that you are able to give more, feel more, believe more.

It was beautiful to watch students who practice next to each other every week, connect on such a deep level. I only hope that everyone left feeling better than when they walked in, I'm pretty sure they did.

Anusara Yoga - Becoming a Standing Mudra of the Heart

VERY COOL ARTICLE....EVEN COOLER, I WAS UP FRONT TO SEE THIS DROP-BACK!!!

"Okay, let's do a drop-back. Who wants to show how to do a drop-back?"

It's the second day of the Anusara Yoga Grand Gathering at the annual Yoga Journal Conference in Estes Park, CO. We've just finished a long flow of yoga twists, forward bends, and backbends. Now it's time to play.

Today, as we just learned, that means doing an assisted drop-back, bending backwards from standing into Urdhva Dhanurasana, Upward Bow or Wheel Pose. This yoga pose basically involves standing on your hands and feet, which should be simple enough, except for this one little twist--your belly, not your back, is facing upwards. In short, this is not your average beginner's pose, and dropping back into Wheel Pose from standing is even less so.

"So, any volunteers?" Anusara® yoga-founder John Friend surveys the sea of 600+ people in the hall. "Anna, how about you? Come up here. Let's show these people how to do a drop-back!"

An 82-year old woman separates out from the crowd and, with a few helping hands, gets up on the stage. Friend locks hands with a helper behind her back, with their arms forming a cradle. Anna (name has been changed) lifts her 82-year old arms up over her head, leans backward, bends her knees, and with the support of Friend and his helper, slowly drops back into Urdhva Dhanurasana.

"See how easy it is?" Friend beams out over the audience with the ebullience with which he approaches everything from leading 600+ people into complex handstands; expounding on his unique take on Tantric philosophy; and jumping up and down with glee after a particularly riveting tabla solo from Shantala, the band contributing the musical backdrop at the Gathering.
Turning to Anna, "Wasn't that just FUN?! See, how simple it is?"

Simple indeed. The sissies in the audience, myself included, swallow hard, knowing we are doomed to the same fate. We just watched an 82-year old woman go into an assisted drop-back, and we're fresh out of excuses.

So here we all go--dropping back into Urdhva Dhanurasana, assisted by the strong hands of two neighbors. And yes, indeed, it is simple--and a lot of fun.

So, Anna, of course, is a friend of Friend's, so to speak, and has practiced yoga for at least the last 30 years, yes?

"No, not at all" she confides in me later, when I happen to sit down at her table in the dining hall. "I actually don't practice yoga at all. My friend and I just like to go to the conferences whenever we can."

The Yoga of "Yes"
Still, children, don't try this with grandma at home. Friend, having taught yoga fulltime for more than 30 years, knows bodies enough to know what someone can do and what not.

John Friend founded Anusara yoga in 1997, and it has had a meteoric rise on the yoga scene. Today there are over 1,000 licensed Anusara yoga teachers worldwide, and more than hundreds of thousands students in more than 70 countries. Friend himself is teaching workshops all over the world, and this year for the second time was the featured teacher at the annual weeklong Yoga Journal conference in Estes Park, highlighting leading American yoga teachers.

In developing Anusara yoga, Friend took on the highly ambitious task of creating a school of yoga that would simplify the teaching of all of the different aspects of hatha yoga, without creating a cookie-cutter practice or sacrificing the depth of experience.

Friend wanted to--excuse the bad pun--put a friendlier face on the traditionally more strict teaching traditions of many schools of yoga, a school of yoga that was easily accessible without surrendering depth and sophistication. He wanted to create a yoga of "Yes," a school of yoga which celebrated life, which emphasized the positive and looked for the good in all things. And, he wanted to offer a school of yoga that would enable its yoga teachers to "lead the students to that magical place where everyone's heart opens naturally and where everyone feels empowered and filled with self love." Hence the Sanskrit name Anusara, which means "flowing with Grace," "flowing with Nature," or "following your heart".

That's a tall order. Even just the first step, reaching proper physical alignment in yoga postures, where each posture potentially touches upon the infinite, can be a formidable task. Friend recalls that when he first learned yoga, every point of alignment for each posture had to be memorized separately. He recollects trying to learn the points of alignment for 60 yoga postures, each of which had about 50 points of alignment. It took him three years to try to learn all of them.

"I found that I was getting very myopic. I was looking at a very small picture instead of the bigger whole," he recalls, "So I started to step back, and ask, 'What do these 60 poses have in common, instead of all of these many discrete, separate things?' "This is nothing which I figured out, I just sort of organized it. These are principles of nature. I just wanted to serve the needs of students in an easy way."

This result was what in Anusara yoga is referred to as the Universal Principles of Alignment, which form the foundation upon which all Anusara yoga classes are taught. And not just the classes as a whole, the instruction for every single yoga posture typically embraces several of the Universal Principles.

The Unconditional Embrace of--Purple Toenails?
I have to admit that I was somewhat skeptical at the idea of a "systems approach" to yoga at first. First of all, Universal Principles to me sounded a lot like Universal Truths, just one step removed from urgh, doctrine.

And, while I totally get the thing about the underlying essence, and loved the notion of opening to Grace; I suspected that being told to open to Grace--in every, single frigging pose--could end up feeling very artificial and fake.

But Friend turns out to be a disarming blend of Jon Stewart and Deepak Chopra--part entertainer and funny man, part imparter of down-to-earth, practical, spiritual truths. His teaching is simple, but deep; his expressions so varied, authentic, and sincere, that it never feels contrived, hollow, or manipulative.

"Everything is a bhakti, an offering. May I serve in the best way I can," he says in his down-to-earth, sky-reaching Stewart-Chopra-esque way as he guides us into Vrikshasana, Tree Pose. "Put your heart and mind fully in what you do. Every pose in its highest is an offering of the heart. We open to embrace everything."

And as we transition into Uttanasana, Standing Forward Bend, the ever-present jokester takes over, "Reach up--even your finger nails become an extension of your heart--then bow down, extending your heart all the way down to those purple toenails. Don't hold back. It's unconditional!"

A Standing Mudra of the Heart
Anusara teacher training courses are filled not so much with new students wanting to become yoga teachers, as with people who have been yoga teachers for years, sometimes decades. In addition to the growing popularity of Anusara yoga worldwide, this is perhaps the most striking indication that the yoga of "Yes" meets the goals Friend had in mind when creating Anusara yoga. Although already certified, many yoga teachers opt to take the Anusara yoga teacher training (or the Anusara yoga intensives required before taking the teacher training) in part because of the added rigor the system involves, in part because of the community, and in part because the Anusara template succeeds elegantly in simplifying the principles of alignment in postures, while, oddly, at the same time deepening them.

One of the main appeals of Anusara yoga, perhaps, is that its concept of alignment goes beyond the mere physical. The very first principle of alignment is more of an attitudinal or spiritual principle than one of physical alignment.

"The first principle of alignment starts with the premise of supreme intelligence," John Friend explains. "I think of this as the Consciousness, or the Spirit that underlies everything in the universe. It is that which is really the essence of all of us."

In Friend's words, this is an opening to Grace, the recognition that there is a Spirit that we're part of, that is all around us, that really wants us to awaken to our greatness, that will conspire to help us. In Anusara Yoga, even before entering into a yoga posture, the first step involves this remembrance: "Open your mind. Open your heart to new possibilities."

During the three days of the Anusara Yoga Grand Gathering, I discover that the simple act of setting this intention at the onset of each pose really does make a difference. It makes it harder to get hung up on the physical strain of holding a challenging pose, more difficult to harden muscles and mind against the effort, as we often do in challenging poses. And above all, it makes the practice easier--it's easier to sink deeper into the pose, easier to connect with the subtle sense of flow in the body, easier to hook into the stream of Aliveness that pulsates through every moment--even while exerting.
The intention to open to that which is higher sets the stage and weaves itself, effortlessly, through the practice. And this subtle shift has implications far beyond each yoga session. Ultimately, as Friend points out, with regular practice, one is forging a new imprint in mind and body.

"Every time you do a pose with the remembrance of opening to Grace, opening to Spirit, you're building an energetic imprint that will stay with you increasingly outside the practice," Friend explains. "If we take that attitude of opening mind, opening heart to Grace regularly, and if that is the premise of any endeavor we undertake, what a great imprint that is!

"In yoga terminology, it's called Mudra. A Mudra is like a seal; it literally means an imprint. Whatever form you take is actually a reflection from inside out of what you're imprinting within your mind-body. Do what you think is the very best thing to do. You'll become what you practice regularly and with devotion over a long period."

This is like creating the reverse expression of Dorian Gray's picture in Oscar Wilde's famed fable. How cool is that? We create our extended body-mind according to our thoughts, emotions, intentions, and habits. And as Friend would have it, yoga can be a means to "physicalize virtue." Every single time you align to the highest, you are entraining a new pattern of the heart. Hey, I can live with that.

"You are a standing Mudra of your heart," Friend says as he leads us into Natarajasana--Lord of the Dance Pose. "You can tell what your Sadhana has been over the years. Your body holds the memory of the fundamental goodness of life. To get in touch with love, we just soften our skin, and we feel."

Alchemizing the School of Hard Knocks
Friend has attracted an impressive line of endorsements from Indian philosophy scholars, like Douglas Brooks, Paul Muller-Ortega, Sally Kempton and Bill Mahoney, Carlos Pomeda, and more. And while Anusara yoga is short on long philosophical discourses, Friend's Tantra-based wisdom is useful for those times when getting in touch with love isn't as simple as just "softening your skin and feel."

In the Tantra-based Anusara philosophy, everything is a play of consciousness; everything is the pulsing of the Spirit. There is no good, no evil; it's all one thing--the pulsing of existential essence, or energy. We are the ones who choose what we make of things.

"I don't just say, everything is beautiful--there's fear in me, sadness, anger," Friend muses as he takes us into Virabhadrasana, Warrior II pose. "That's just the reality. Now, what do we do with it, that's the question?" "The yoga path is how you use the anger, the fear, the sadness. These things are not bad, it's how you use them.

"On our yoga mat, we alchemize all these things, we open to them and then use them to our advantage, turn them into blessings. We have a choice to make. We open to embrace everything. I'll face anything. This is a Warrior with love in his heart!"

And, as we gasp through numerous thwarted attempts at a difficult handstand, Friend turns it into another lesson on the school of hard knocks:

"You get knocked down, you get back up. That's just what life is. You get knocked down, you get back up," he chides. "And you know what, the person who gets knocked down the most, gets to teach! The person who can stay in that center is the one that becomes a master."

May We Be Free From Suffering
Meanwhile, Friend himself would be the first to object to being characterized as a spiritual teacher. When asked if he set out to bring spirituality back into an increasingly physically-oriented yoga world, he explains that his intent for Anusara Yoga simply was to integrate the best of everything he had been taught since starting yoga at the age of 13. And, he wanted to offer up the potential of yoga to help people transcend the limitations that keep them trapped in a limited expression of what they could be.

"You take away all the styles, all the different schools of yoga, and everyone essentially practices for the same reason--to become their fullest as a human being," he says. "Ultimately, yoga is about helping people becoming the fullest expression of what they can be. And that is so fulfilling for me. I've been teaching now for 30 years, and I get more and more humbled by the power of yoga. It's nothing that I do. I just help facilitate the alignment and the environment for transformation and healing to take place."

On the third day of the Anusara Yoga Grand Gathering, Friend invites Ben (name has been changed) up on the stage. Ben was struck by lightening almost ten years back, and for years suffered from excruciating pain from a spinal nerve condition triggered by the lightening strike. He spent seven years going from doctor to doctor to find help for his condition, but no one was able to help him except for prescribing pain killers, which Ben in the process became addicted to.

He went to see John Friend on the recommendation of an acquaintance, who had been helped by Friend. After one session, Ben was free of pain, for the first time in seven years. With the pain gone, he began feeling empowered enough to start a regular yoga practice. He gradually worked his way out of his addiction, now, three years later, has his life back.

"Very regularly I meet people who tell me that yoga helped to change their life," Friend says. What are they really saying? Well, they're saying that their whole view on life, the way that they're approaching and relating to life has radically shifted.

"We have the keys to our own radical transformation within us. The Anusara yoga vision honors the inherent potential, the divinity in every person. We are all co-creators with Nature or the Supreme in this life, and this creative freedom makes life fun, exciting and inspiring. In Anusara yoga, life is viewed not as a hard labor assignment without chance of parole, but as a fun game that can be celebrated each day."

Click here to read the full Interview with Anusara yoga-founder John Friend.

Follow Eva Norlyk Smith, Ph.D. on Twitter: www.twitter.com/EvaNorlykSmith

Heart Based Yoga in a Studio Setting...FINALLY!

Today was our first day of Heart Based Yoga at Two Rivers Yoga. I have been teaching yoga based on my studies in Anusara Yoga for a long time now, but most of my teachings have been in the gym setting, a wonderful place to bring more yoga to more people, but usually a different mindset and whole different animal. I must say though for a gym Spectrum has a really good yoga program.

I was blessed and honored to have the privilege of teaching a room full of friends, and got to meet a new friend today, Susanne (I hope I spelled that correctly) two of my friends and fantastic teachers from Two Rivers Yoga Stefanie and Kanani joined the class today as well. What an honor, to teach two EXCELLENT teachers and to get their feedback is really a feeling that swells the heart.

Our practice today was an open to Grace practice, where each person in the room found the ability to allow themselves to be vulnerable enough to open their hearts fully. Our peek pose was Urdva D and we did a lot of work with shoulder loop, even though I promised not to define too many terms and focus on the actions, as to not overwhelm the brains, I couldn't help myself I let the shoulder loop cat out of the bag :) but I was working with experienced practitioners and I waited until we got to Ustrasana late in the practice to let the term slip. I really enjoyed teaching in the studio setting today and look forward to more practices to convey the yoga I am so passionate about.

Thank you Pam, Barbara, Susanne, Kanani and Stefanie for coming out to play!

The Inspiration

The reason for this blog is simply a way to stay connected with my students and friends as we walk the path. A way to reflect on classes, teachings and ponderings of the body and soul. To ask and to answer questions and to express my own heart to those I love.

The inspiration though has come from a long process of soul searching, learning, growing and sharing. My teachers especially as a child and then again as a college student have always called me a philosopher, among other things not so sweet. I am a curious spirit and have always been full of questions about the things that know one can be sure of, for this reason my teachers have always taken a special interest in one way or another. I now realize I was asking questions from a very young age that most couldn't or wouldn't answer, it might help to know I went to Catholic schools all of my life.

I am for the first time finding answers that are satisfying and at the same time igniting my curiosities. I realize now that my most significant teachers were the ones who were willing to say "I don't know," this is the answer that always impresses me most and the one I most readily give my children when I really don't know. My first teacher and most significant teacher has always been my own father, not only would he answer I don't know, but he almost always answered my questions with a question, highly irritating at times but also a way of planting the seeds. I now realize that only I can answer these questions for myself and that the question itself is sometimes the answer.

When I found Fletcher Pilates I found my breath and inspiration to help people grow more stable and strong in their own bodies so that they could experience life with a long spine, an open chest and a desire to move from a place of strength and stability. I believe with my whole heart the technique and benefits that Fletcher Pilates has to offer to every BODY. I love standing up straight, tall and proud, knowing my own strength and learning more and more about my own body every day.

When I found Yoga, I found me. When asked how often I've been practicing yoga I almost always answer for as long as I can remember. I didn't have the word Yoga in my vocabulary but I remember finding these ancient poses in my own body as a child, I remember practicing this form of movement just because it felt right. My dad taught me to meditate at a very young age, and I have been exploring different forms of meditation for most of my life.

When I found Anusara Yoga, I found the gateway to my heart and I found my people. I was in the middle of another teacher training for power vinyasa and was required to go to the first weekend of an Anusara Immersion as part of the teacher training. I got on my mat and the first thing I was asked to do was to open to Grace, the first principle of Anusara Yoga. I don't know what happened in that moment expect somehow I knew exactly how to do that, and I opened big, I remember feeling like my body could do anything after opening to Grace. I could not possibly recall the sequence, but I can tell you for sure it didn't matter, and in some ways it never really does, it's the way you feel and the things you discover about yourself and the universe that really matter. After that weekend I knew for sure that I would be teaching Anusara Yoga.

After completing 108 hours of the AY Immersion and then another 100 hours of teacher training with Christina Sell, I packed up and headed off to meet the maker himself at the Anusara Grand Gathering and Yoga Journal Conference. Words can not describe the feeling of the Grand Gathering, once again my heart ripped itself open readily and allowed every bit of Grace in that hall to pour in. I was lucky enough to get in another 3 classes with John Friend while I was in Colorado and they were life changing each and every one of them. I am so blessed to have this yoga and these people in my life, I feel my heart opening and my compassion growing everyday and there is nothing I like to do more than share that with anyone and everyone who will listen. So thank you for listening.